Thursday, July 13, 2006

Ehsaas

Jise bhi dil ka dard sunaya,Usine iska mazak banaya
Ye bebasi kyun humko mili,Humne aisa kya ghunah kiya

Ehsaas hi nahi ke kab se yeh aankhein nam hai
Maut ka hume koi dar nahi,Yeh zinda hone ka gam hai

Koi nahi jo sath hai,Koi nahi jo pas hai
Bus is dard ne sath nibhaya,Bus iska hi ehsaas hai

Andar se tut chuka hun main,Ek lash ki tarah zinda hun main
Maut se milna hai mujhe,Pata nahi kis aas mein zinda hun main

Doosron ki khusi mein,Koshis karta hun khush hone ki
Janta hun aansu bhi sukh chuke hain,fir phi koshis karta hun rone ki

Bikhar chuka hun main,Apne hi tukde samet raha hun
Kisika bhi ab sth nahi,Bus yeh sansein sath na chore isiliye ji raha hun

Tera khumar,Tera nasha jo aj mera yeh haal hai
Jitna bhi sulajhaun,Utni hi ulajhti tu ek sawal hai

Khatm karna chahta hun jo bhi ehsaas he is sine mein
Taki takleef na ho is tarah tanhah jeene mein

1 comment:

Arijit said...

The person in question seems to be in great melancholy!!!
But can our life be ever purposeless? I guess the state may come when you already associate someone very special with the very purpose of life, but things do not work our the way you wanted it to be, right?
But still, we have to do something here, right?
There will be pain, and lots of it. But somehow we have to deal with it. I have seen with my own experience, the more pain we get, God gives us more strength to absorb it- to sustain it.
I believe there can be two ways to proceed. One way is to try and forceibly forget that incident from our life, but as the last two lines of the poem depict, it is hardly possibly. How can you reject someone whom you have already accepted?
So we can take the second way- make our weakness our strength, make our pain the greatest fuel to make our life better. Trying like that, we can try and improve ourselves of those qualities, which had, at some point of time, became the biggest barrier telling what was in our mind...
After all, it not for us that we live.
In this regard, I will like to mention what I recently found in the About Me section the Orkut profile of one of my friends:

Don't Show Your Flickering Lights,
My Darkness Inside Keeps Me Burning......