Sometimes I Feel Like This

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

( Creep by Radiohead )

In This Hell I Created,I Live Selling My Soul

I have not slept for many days,seems like many years.
I want to sleep,resting my head on the shoulders of life,
trying to hear it's silence,
trying to release my soul from all the bindings.
But I lost my silence in the noise of this world.
Everyone is running.Even I'm.But where are we reaching?
I'm not happy,then what's the point.
We have  everything but still not satisfied,not happy.
Money can't buy you peace,
can't buy you love,
can't buy you happiness.
People have become so cold.
Internet lets you know of anyone anywhere in the world,
you can see what your friends staying far far away is doing,
can talk with them,
but you don't know who's your neighbor.Isn't it strange?
But this is the new world we are building,
the wireless world,
where your mobile is connecting
from two extreme ends of the world,
but the wires connecting the heart's of the people is missing
and I'm building it,
contributing to building a society of emotionless,
materialistic people.
I feel ashamed to do that,
but I don't seem to find a way to stop myself.
Is the world really getting smaller?Or is it expanding,
expanding so fast that it fears it'll burst.

Death...The Forgotten Place

She made me feel sacred,She has all my faith
Took away all my pain,She's the angel of death

I lost my will to try,I'm loving this death ride
I'm still searching myself,In the shadows of my life

Heaven may be waiting for me,But I'm tied to this hell
The time has come to escape,I hear the ringing bell

I'm a deadnight warrior,Fighting with my life
But this damn life wins everytime,Making my death loose its pride

Stading below the moonlight's shadow,I wish to die
But I can't escape the truth,I can just try & cry


I'm screaming for help,Can't you hear
I see a red light,The end is coming near

I'm Breaking Into Pieces

Is this real or a dream,I seem to be lost
Lost in this strange world,Lost in my own thoughts.

I'm running,running with this running crowd
Running to nowhere,but still I'm proud

Proud to be what I am,Happy to be with you
Wish you were here,Wish the dream was true

But am I really proud,Or showing my false pride
I have lost my way,U still want me to guide

Never got what I wanted,Never felt this way
Should I try to escape or should I just pray

I'm losing my faith,But in God or in myself?
Someone try to save me,Some please help

I have everything but still nothing
Tears I shed away,still keep coming

There is an everlasting pain
something tells me I'm alive,these pulses in my veins

I am alive but dead,I have lost all my hope
Pain is holding me together,tying me with its rope

Sukoon....

Khamisiyon ka yeh shor,Ab mujhse nahi saha jata
Is duniya ki bheer mein,Ab tanha nahi raha jata.

Jis or bhi main dekhun,Bus aaye tu hi Nazar
Kash kahin se tu aa jaye,Kat jaye yeh tanha safar.

Is roshni ke sahar mein,Mere hi asman pe kyun nahi hai tare
Meri zindagi ke gulistan ke,Kyun kho gaye wh nazare.

Banna chahta tha zindagi,par ban kar rah gaya ek lamha
Di hai jisne logon ko khusi,Aaj khud hi rah gaya woh tanha.

Is dil mein kitna kuch hai batane ko,Par main kisse kahun
Koi to awaz de kahin se,Koi to de jaye is dil ko sukoon.

Khusiyon ka to sath nahi,Bus sath chand lamhe tanhai ke
Koi bhi to sath nahi,Bus main sath apni parchai ke.