So people wished me, ah most of them! Phone kept buzzing the whole day with SMS's from all my friends. They called me, asked me so what's your wish on your birthday dude! What do you want?..What I want, I want to be with those who are important me and love me, make me feel special, my friends, my family. Everyone called up and said “enjoy with your friend's...have a blast!"...Hello??? “enjoy with your friends"??... Aren't you supposed to be my friend with whom I'm supposed to enjoy...Did I ask a lot from my life? I didn't want a grand party, a huge celebration, just some relaxing time with my friends. Is that too much to ask for? May be it is...I still remember my birthday parties during my school days...Life isn’t unfair...It's actually fair...It gave me happiness so it has every right to snatch them from me and leave me all alone to celebrate a lonely birthday! But still I thank you god for all I have and all I don't!
2 comments:
Loneliness is something we all have to practice to live with, my friend. Going by the complexity of life, and the amount of time a person can spare to communicate his inner priorities and desires, it seems very improbably whether there will be any other person who will be completely aware of what we expect out of life. And this works both ways!
So the hidden desire of ours that at least there be somebody who knows everything about me, or whose feelings towards me is invariant of my actions or results sometimes becomes a bit far fetched.
But friends are needed always. They sometimes make things so easy. Hope you will be with your loved ones soon. Long time out of home.. there are some struggles which needs to be periodically evaluated regarding their worthiness. We cannot have everything in life, and thats how we should choose.
take care, God bless.. :)
~SilentSelf
hey..I know it kinda sucks saying it this way..But you always have me :)
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