Tera Pyar

Khwabon mein tujhe le ayenge,is duniya se churake
Kash to sath hoti,har manzil ko main dhund leta teri ankhon mein khoke.

Tu roshan kar sakti hai jindagi meri, baas ek baar muskura de
Wajah de sakti hai jine ki mujhe, baas mujhiko mujhi se chura le

Kasoor mere akele ka to nahi,Teri ankhon ki kashish ka bhi dosh hai
Tune ye kya haal kiya,humhe kisi bhi baat ka kahan hosh hai.

Dard

Ye kaisi paheli hai,kyun ise suljha nahi pa raha hun main
Dil ko tu jitna bhi cheer le,par dekh ei dard fir bhi muskura raha hun main.

Nehi pata rasta kahan hai,kya pata manzil kahan hai
Ye mera pagalpan hai ya tere die gam ka nasha hai.

Maut ka dar to nahi tha yar,par ab ye zindagi hi jakar rahi hai
Sayad teri bhi koi majburi hogi,sayad tub hi tarap rahi hai hai.

Teri yaad mujhe abhi bhi rulati hai,tarpati hai
Teri ankhon ka nasha,hasi ki kashish,kyun mujhe paas bulati hai.

Janta hun kasoor yeh tera nehi, par dosh bhi main aab kise dun
Tere liye jo sambhale rakhi thi,ab ye zindagi main kise dun.

Aanson bhi sukh gae,rona bhi nahi aata
Dard itna zyada hai ki,dard ka ehsaas hi nahi hota.

Yaad hai barsat ki woh sham,Adhe tum bheeg rahe the aur adhe hum
Sawan ab bhi barasti hai mere chat pe, par ab kitne duur hain hum.

Jab bhi chaha dam torna,tere chehre ne mujhe roka
Na maut ne sath diya,na zindagi ko main de paya dhoka.

Yadoon ke un bhikre pannon ko,ura lata hai ye pawan ka jhoka
Ehsaas hai tere sath ka,tu sach main thi ya tha koi dhoka

Woh beete din bhul na payenge,kitne kareeb the hum
Par ab kitne duur ho tum,aur kitne majboor hain hum.

Yaad!!

Yeh akelapan,yeh tanhai,kyun mujhe nahi chorti
Tune to sath chor diya,yeh dard hi to hai jo apna wada nahi torti.

Yeh bheegi aankhein,inme mein kabhi sapne the
Who tut gaye,unka sath chut gaya jo kabhi apne the.

Yeh tanhai,uff yeh tanhai,kyun dil ko cheer jaati hai
Par tu jab nahi hai hoti hai,yehi to hai jo sath nibhati hai.

Dil mein ab tu nahi,bus ek sannatapan hai
Yeh kaisi kashish,yeh kaisa paagalpan hai.

Dil jitna bhi pukare tumhe,janta hun tum wapas nahi aogi.
Mujhe awaz na dena,main murunga nahi,warna tum mujhe bhul na paogi.

Subah se sham,sham se fir subah ho jayegi
Tu yaad to ayegi,pur un yadon ke sahare,ye zindagi bhi kat jayegi.

Love!

It is….(a pause)..??..This is the way I reacted when my friend, my roomie TD asked me a question during one of our discussion sessions(??) at night(We once even had a discussion session which was so long that we slept @ 4 in the morning and had to get up @ 5 to get ready for the training session),a very simple question to ask but very difficult to answer “What is love” and added to this he asked one more ”How do u know you are in love, when do u know its love?”..I still think about his stupid questions...How does anyone explain what’s love? When do you know you r in love? I wish answers to these questions were found in google.com…I don’t know what exactly love is..I just know it’s wonderful, fantastic, special...How do I know?...I just know and u just know when u r in...Why do I miss her? Why do I think I should have been with her, close to her? Why does it feel so good just to hear her voice? Why I just wait (rather wait desperately) to get a chance to see her? Why? I don’t know….
Why is everything about her so beautiful? Why is everything about her so special? Why do I feel peaceful, so wonderful when I’m near her? Why the answer to my every prayer is she? Why? I don’t know…
I believe love is a gift, the second most wonderful gift god has gifted to me (First being my parents)...Its so wonderful loving someone, thinking about her, caring about her...It really is..”why should I?”,” Why do I?”…..Love is the reason, the answer to all such questions.
It feels so special when someone remembers every little thing u said, when someone cares about u so much, when someone reminds u of every important thing in ur life , however small it may be(taking medicine at right time being one of them!)...U know it’s special...U just know it...

Those who love you will hurt u more but when you are sad, when you cry, they will always be there, standing next to you, to stop every single drop of tear falling from your eyes, they will do anything for that..

Appreciate it , respect it..............

Yeh Tanhai aur Tum

Yeh raat jab hoti hai,jab andhera chata hai

Yeh soonapan tumhari yaad le ati hai.

Tumhare sath bitaye wo do haseen pal,who meethi baatein

Saath le aati hai,yeh tanha raatein.

Mat mila karo mujhse,akhir tumhe bhul jana hai

Bus apni yaadein de do,akhir inhike sahare hi to jeena hai.

pyar karne ki tumhe saza bahut humko mili

Par jindagi jine ki koi to wajah mili.

Tu mili nahi mujhe to kaise ji payunga?

Pata nahi gum yeh judai ka kaise sah payunga

Yeh tanhai aur tum sath kyun baste ho

Mere dil ke karib ho kar bhi, kyun itne duur rahte ho?

Noise of Silence

You think silence is really silent? When I’m all alone in my room, I generally prefer lying on the bed with the lights switched off, the windows open, with the fresh air coming in…feels wonderful na?such soothing, peaceful moment,right?but…have u ever been able to lay just like that keeping your mind switched off..lights will bring darkness, darkness in the room, in ur mind...my mind starts thinking, about things I felt bad about, things that hurt me..I try to stop it but I can’t...I feel so helpless…I feel like running away but from whom and to where? I feel like talking to someone but with whom, who will understand, share, make me feel better...There is noone, noone left for me...Its really strange, I tried to have a silent peaceful moment but I’m helpless,restless..This screaming voice in my head is making me deaf, this bright light of darkness in my life is making me blind,paralysed…So u still think that the noise on the roads, of the loud rock music played at your neighbors flat is more painful that the noise of silence, the noise of loneliness…Think again!!

Country Roads..Take Me Home..

I was very tired…so had a nice tight sleep..suddenly a streak of bright light hit me straight on my face..something’s strange..where is my bed, my PC, Swamiji’s photo on the wall, just next to the cuckoo wall clock didi gifted to me..its not my room..i’m not at my home..Ah! So far away…I miss my home, home sweet home..

Why is life like this...sometimes I really feel that you don’t want what you get and you don’t get what u want...nostalgic hun?Yes I am but cant help it..

Almost heaven, west virginia
Blue ridge mountains
Shenandoah river -
Life is old there
Older than the trees
Younger than the mountains
Growin’ like a breeze

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

All my memories gathered ¡®round her
Miner’s lady, stranger to blue water
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky
Misty taste of moonshine
Teardrops in my eye

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice
In the mornin’ hour she calls me
The radio reminds me of my home far away
And drivin’ down the road I get a feelin’
That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads
Take me home, now country roads
Take me home, now country roads

Wish u were here !!

PINK FLOYD lyrics

2005 .....a year to cherish.....

2005 .....a year to cherish.....

2005 was when.........
when we wrote our last Graduation paper.........
when we passed out of college....
when we made new amazing friends.....
when some of us moved to a new city.....
when some of us celebrated our 22nd birthdays.....

when we waved good bye to our buddies leaving to the
states for higher studies...

when some of us fell in love........
when some of us got married......
when some of us fell out of love
when some of us got hurt

2005 was when.....
when we would have made mistakes
when we made life descisions.......
when these decisions turned out to be a tragedy
when some of us felt lonely ....
when some of us made an amazing friends in a new city
when some of us would have learnt to be stronger.....

when some of us would have realised that everything happens for a reason.....
when some of us let out our anger.....
when some of us never opened up to our friends about how

we felt....
when some of us felt so glad and happy to be the way they are.....
when we go out everyday and meet up with our friends...
when we had serious talks with our dad about our future.....

when we missed each other when we were at hometown………..
when we missed our mom here …..
when we cried for each other …….
When we celebrated our first Christmas with our friends ….
When we were jobless all the time in office ……..
When we walked around the streets late in the night ……

When we put budget for the next month (but strictly not following it)
When we attended those late night calls (only incoming calls)

Last year has taken us through all our ups and downs
we faced in our life...

2006.......one more year .....a year to....
To find our life partner (might be)
to smile........
to let people know how much u care...
to learn from our mistakes.......
to cry when we are feeling down.....
to follow our dreams.......
to fight against everything for our dreams to come true.....
to be more confident.........
to be more strong at heart and mind.....
to enrich our knowledge.........
to make others happy....

Lets take each day as it comes........
Forget about the downs we came across in the past year........
And remember every lesson we learnt through them........
Lets Enjoy Life to The Fullest............
Lets Be thankful for every day.....
All The Very Best For The Year to Come.....
We guys are goin to definitly Rock this year........

Last official day in college

Hey....B.Tech sesh....Hathtali!!!...Ja college sesh..Life sesh...Ebar chakri,taka,family...ei sobi jibon hoe jaabe??"Oe Suddha,dhur bari gie ki hobe,ajke colleger sesh din,chol kothau jaai,mosti hok,ki re Pallab ki bolish?".Then we moved out of our college gate,that same gate which had something great written on its back side,that same gate which used to get closed by 10:21 AM to not let us in where u never wanted to be in.Ami,pallab,bhadra r Dada(Suddha) hata dilam,kon dike janina,for that moment Suddhar garir dike.Chol bhai amader city centre jai(amader ??),bhadrar suggestion.Jai hok,gari chollo.Amra colleger gater thike aste aste dure sorte thaklam,onek jon k sesh baarer jonyo tata korte korte gari Korunamoyeer dike agei gelo."Abbe gaan chala be"..Suddha nijer moner moton kichu chalalo..Chollam city centre,oops!!Sorry..amader city centrer dike."Chol re 1tu ghure aashi Shopper's Stop thike,1ta T-Shirt nebo"...Bhadra bollo.Chol ki r khoti.Shoppers Stop...1ta Black T-Shirt jate lekah "Mental Inside"...Hmm...""darun Bhadra,Mone hoche tor jonyoi banano"..."Ki bolish,kinei feli".."Hain,abar ki".."Ebar ki re,kothae jawa hobe"."Dada,1tu City Centre ghure dekhi,janina kolkatae thakbo ki na,ekhane ek sathe asa hobe ki na"."Chol,ki r dekhar aache,loke taka khorcha korche,amra ghurchi".Tar por sei amader City Centre ghure dekha,sei siri te kichu khon bosha,r tar por next destinationer dike hata dewa."Ebar kothae re?"...Suddha."Chol yar,soabi mile Siraj e Biryani khawa hok..."Chol"..."Gari te chore Siraj,beypari alada"......To be continued

This Christmas!!

This Christmas i tried making all IEM guys in Bangalore i could contact bring at the same place and remember those sweet old days...I contacted Koyel n Kaustuv of our class and convinced them for this special Christmas eve..Kaustuv somehow made himself stable after an usual wet staurday for him..He has found Nirvana in some liquid he says(??)..Anyways he agreed and also Koyel..So,we went to a place called M.G.Road here..It made me remember of our very own Park Street on a Christams Eve..It was all very bright with a beautiful canopy of decorated lights covering the entire road,hiding the sky from us...We sat together,remembered our college days,had coffee,watched girls,took photograph...It was a wonderful evening in this place where i am left with no friends...I miss u guys,i really do!!!!

These Walls

This is so hard for me
To find the words to say
My thoughts are standing still

Captive inside of me
All emotions start to hide
And nothing's getting through

Watch me
Fading
I'm losing
All my instincts
Falling into darkness

Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back

It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls for me now

So much uncertainty
I don't like this feeling
I'm sinking like a stone

Each time I try to speak
There's a voice I'm hearing
And it changes everything

Watch me
Crawl from
The wreckage
Of my silence
Conversation
Failing

Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back

It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls

Every time you choose to turn away
Is it worth the price you pay
Is there someone who will wait for you
One more time
One more time

Watch me
Fading
I'm losing
All my instincts
Falling into darkness

Tear down these walls for me
Stop me from going under
You are the only one who knows
I'm holding back

It's not too late for me
To keep from sinking further
I'm trying to find my way out
Tear down these walls for me now

Tear down these walls for me
It's not too late for me
Tear down these walls for me

For all my friends...

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men,
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.

"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him"
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows,
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.





Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Hi Friends....

Hi Friends....
I miss u guys a lot.From the day i'm in Bangalore,away from all my friends,i'm realizing the importance of them in my life. After I settled in here, weekends came and all other guys who have their friends also being posted here started enjoying them, but I felt all alone. It sometimes hurts u very badly, I sometimes feel that even though I’m placed where I wanted to be, I enjoy my work, a work which suits me and is the kind of work I like, still there's an empty space within me. I miss my friends and I always wish they were here...than my life in Bnglr would have changed a lot....Do keep in touch...Do appreciate friendship realize its importance when u r away from home....

Princess of my heart!

Princess diana, her names defines it all..how beautifull she was in evry way.. a gracefull precious smile on her face lives no more...she had huge heart filled with love for every human being she met..she's the only person who deserve to be the princess of wales for eva..though she dint ruled the kingdom but the people hearts!!she stole every one hearts n took along with her as her blessings...she's not only the rose of england but the queen rose of entire world!! she still rules...and her love is still alive in ppl hearts..I love her and will always do.....

A Song For Her...

Goodbye Norma Jean
Though I never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled
They crawled out of the woodwork
And they whispered into your brain
They set you on the treadmill
And they made you change your name

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And I would have liked to have known you
But I was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend ever did

Loneliness was tough
The toughest role you ever played
Hollywood created a superstar
And pain was the price you paid
Even when you died
Oh the press still hounded you
All the papers had to say
Was that Marilyn was found in the nude

Goodbye Norma Jean
From the young man in the 22nd row
Who sees you as something as more than sexual
More than just our Marilyn Monroe

.......Candle In The Wind(Elton John)

Love is a wonderful gift ,Dont loose it...

Its a wonderful song for all of you in love......(By Roxette)


Lay a whisper on my pillow, leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely, there’s air of silence in the bedroom and all around.
Touch me now,I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now.
It must have been good but I lost it somehow.
It must have been love but it’s over now.
From the moment we touched ’til the time had run out.

Make-believing we’re together,
That I’m sheltered by your heart.
But in and outside I’ve turned to water like a teardrop in your palm.
And it’s a hard winter’s day, I dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now,
It was all that I wanted, now I’m living without.
It must have been love but it’s over now,
It’s where the water flows, it’s where the wind blows.